After reading back my previous posting, I wonder what have I done here? Am I being too critical of my husband? And looking back at all my previous postings, banyak betul I complain pasal dia. Am I being unfair??
My mum told me never say anything bad about your husband (she adores him, of course! ). Always say nice things. Anything bad, keep it to yourself.
But what I'm doing is totally the opposite. I let the whole world know that I'm not happy with him, that I don't like him going out for late night coffee with his friends, that I'm not particularly estatic with his association with certain lady friends, that I geram with him coz he disturbed my private time in the bathroom... semua nya salah.
Like they say in the election, "it's easy to find fault". That's what I'm doing and I should really stop. This is not a husband-bashing blog. I think I've been a little unfair to him of late. He never criticised me that way, you know... :(
It's interesting how my feelings changed as I'm writing away. First, I was angry, then I became suspicious; next I felt uncertain, then calm, and now I'm actually feeling sorry for him! Hee.. hee... this thing is really therapeutic! (Actually, reading the comments helped to reduce my anger...)
Now, what am I supposed to do??